Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Lately...

Lately
owaz saw frens upload their couple photos to fb
can felt the sweet
can felt some pain


Almost Christmas
everyone planning their celebration
but really
tis time...i din got mood for it
totally NOT in the mood
saw many comments abt thinking wat to gv to their partner
actually i dunno wat feeling i should having >.<  owaz...
so i jz go far far away

But sure i happy for them~
2day jz saw 2 ppl updated their fb notes
telling abt their partner and wat they realized
so GOOD

let's show u 1 of it:

Saturday, December 12, 2009

2012 vs Tsunami, nolar~


Watch '2012' whn i was in Sarawak
Better than i thought
bcz i thought it's a 科技拍摄手法的 movie
(whn i saw the trailer lar)

but it's a bit touch on human's love and caring
quite nice~
^^

last time i thought we will watch this movie together
but...
whn i watching this movie, if he was bside me,
i'll definitely tell him i love him many times
appreciate him
and do wat he said
(the effect of left 2 or 3 years to end of the world is a plus to make me love him more)
since he ady not bsides....better dun think abt it

Others than '2012'
i strongly recommend this movie!!
Korean movie 'Tsunami' !!
Really nice~~
很人性化,又惊又喜又担心
可是男女主角都不会死的
(不过我也不想看到他们死啦~)



Actually whn i watch this movie, i ady told myself,
i'll appreciate this guy or mayb do better

But she said i think too much ady ><||


a...i like tis movie
another reason is: it's a bit same wif my own opinion
We dunno or can't expect wat wil happen at the next minute next second
Mayb ppl die tmr
mayb tmr ppl go to another country and wont back
watever~

Jz...maybe the last words u tell will be the last words
So dun come out something really bad, this will make ppl or yourselves regret and hurt
Treat frens and family well
We dunno who will leave 1st and leave at wat time
Jz...
Appreciate everything


Anyway, jz enjoy movies

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Secret

Sometimes dunno why, i can know many people's secret
Thanks for trusting and telling
I promise i won't tell anyone
Even if u din ask me to keep it, i'll keep it too,without telling others ppl
even family, bf, frens, jz...won't tell ppl
so, dun worry
For me,
Tis is a 'respect' to the ppl who told me that secret.

Dun force me to tell the secret,
i won't tell at all
i was a stubborn ppl

But ...there are some prices for this secrets
1.)which i hv to keep it
2.)i will think abt the morality abt tat secret
3.)and i will found out hw cruel is the reality is
4.)and i hv to accept it = =
5.)i will re-assess that ppl again
6.)i hv to lie to other ppl
(i hates tis 1!!!i really not good in lying~)
(i will beh tahan if i lie to some1)
(and i told my sis honestly, next time if she wanna go to her bf's hm,
jz go..dun tell me,i felt painful coz of lying to my mum and aunties...)

Sorry if or whn u asking some1's secret and i din tell you
not bcz of i didn't trust u
jz bcz...
Tat's my respect and promise to the parties and ppl who told me

Same, if u told me something,
u oso dun1 i tell others too,
right?

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Thanks for texting

Tat day finally can text wif him
thanks for reply and finally he did reply
although he scold me a bit, but he did reply, i ady vry vry HAPPY!
wat he said or scold ady nvrm,
because the 1st answer the 1st word he gave from the 1st msg ady enuf and meant a lot

will miss him~
For me, he will still a nice guy.
(Sry, guys...)

Thursday, November 19, 2009

葬礼

看得见不能说话
看不见很想念
多少辛苦
好了
就算了吧
既然我什么也做不了了
就准备我感情的葬礼吧
差不多是时候埋葬它了
多给我一点时间筹备它吧
. . .

我怕

很多东西还做没一起做,
很多话还来不及说,
误会还没解释,
遗憾也一起埋?
那就再给我点时间






等他说话
半年?一年?等到2012
若真的世界末日了,还不肯跟我说话吗?


很矛盾
很想时间快点过忘记一切
但是过得快我以后也没机会看见他了

今天boon hao kacau下我
在我后面动我的头,颈项, ivan也试过
不要这样啦~
这样会令我很很很想念他耶~
甚至会有点点希望会是他耶~

今天看到他
好像给我有点点希望的感觉酱
但我知道不可能的
发梦就有啦~



以后的事
. . .
就看造化吧~
想不到,看不到,摸不着,顾不了
就看我们的造化